So it’s labor day weekend.. Bryce gets a four day weekend. And him and his mom completely surprised me today by telling me I’m leaving at 10 tomorrow night to go be with him till Tuesday morning. I CAN’T EVEN BREATH RIGHT NOW!! I’ve been crying for two hours straight. I’ve missed my soldier so much. God it doesn’t even feel real.
I have so much packing to do!
THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME THIS WEEKEND!!

Don’t get me wrong, Im thankful for the Army.. But……

THEY ARE KEEPING HIM ANOTHER TWO EXTRA FREAKING WEEKS!!! WHEN HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HOME TWO MONTHS AGO!!?? And then when he does get to come home on leave, it will only be 14 days, and not 20 like it was originally supposed to be.

I signed up for this, i know. But god freaking damnit. Cant they just once actually do what they say they’re gonna do? I know it KILLS HIM to have to say “I’ll make it up too baby girl, i swear.” It breaks my heart to hear him be disappointed cause he has to postpone some of his promises.. AGAIN. He is going insane, and its making him very irritated, and starting to make him distant from me. Only cause he doesnt wanna get mad at me for no reason.. All i wanna do is tell him it’s okay, but he knows im lying. Im a terrible liar.

I love that man… I love that soldier.., we can get through this, through anything…. Just brrrreeeeaaaath.

okay, im done now. Haha Maybe

Give me the greatness of heart to see, 
The difference between duty and his love for me.
Give me the understanding so that I may know. 
When duty calls him, he must go. 
Give me a task to do each day, 
To fill the time when he’s away. 
When he’s in a foreign land, 
Keep him safe in your loving hand.
And Lord, when duty is in the field, 
Please protect him and be his shield. 
And Lord, When deployment is so long, 
Please stay with me and keep me strong.

The more I miss you, the more I love you. And the more I love you, the more I miss you. On going cycle, but it’s (you)all worth it. Come home to me already..

I’ve missed you terribly. Your touch. Your smell. Your warmth. Your humor. Your smile. Your eyes. The way you would wake up in the middle of night just to tell me that you love me.. When I would wake up to find you already staring at me, holding my hands, kiss them.. And say good morning beautiful. Our secret hand language :) Everything about you.. About us, I miss.

And I swear I’ll love you till the sun burns out, and maybe even a little after that ;)

I <3 My Soldier.

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I cant wait till he comes home to me, and i get to lay next him while we sleep again. Two more weeks<3

I <3 My Soldier.

Two more weeks, and i get this from you where and when ever i want.

I <3 My Soldier. 

Good God, two more weeks.. two more weeks.. two more weeks and ill be holding you again.

I <3 My Soldier.

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Ya’know……. this is all way to freaking weird. I must be tumblr illiterate.. cause i dont understand this shit. You’re lucky i love you and this is like one a few ways i can keep up with your ass.

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